How do you do this??

How the hell do you do this?
We have never been together and we won't. You treated me with no respect and you treated me overall like crap. I get fed up and have one conversation where I am hurtful to you and you finally stop talking to me. So when I'm sick of sticking up for myself and sick of crying myself to sleep at night why does it bug me that you will barely talk to me...?

Ever since he happened to me, I feel that if anyone like him made me hurt that much again they should get punished too. Its unfair. I know, I know life isn't fair but how does it happen that I get beaten down to my lowest points in life and that you just get away with it and live life as if none of it affected you. Its not right and I want justice.

I know justice won't come to me the way I want it to so I just sit back and let everything go on as planned in life and even the unplanned things because no matter what I try to do nothing affects the decisions of the world.

Lairs.

what is the point of lying?

I have found out that I can't trust anyone lately. I can literally count the number of people I can trust on my hand. Why do people lie? It seems that I have caught every liar that has tried to lie to me. If I haven't then I guess they are good liars.

When people lie they are ashamed about something or they know they shouldn't be doing it. My question is...why do it in the first place and then have to go through all that worry trying to cover it up? Is the truth really all that hard for us to face?

I especially don't understand why guys do it to their girls. A relationship is based on trust. I have actually had a guy tell me a relationship isn't based on trust!!! We sat their and argued about it for a half an hour!

If you are like me and have had a lot of trust issues how do you chose who to trust or what to believe?